I dont wanna be old...

I am working right now in assisted living, sometimes I am feeling afraid of being old just seeing the residence that cannot stand on their own, having lots of problems on their bodies.. wearing diapers..(Please not meeh!) some are going crazy.. some has Alzheimer's disease and needs to locked them up on the 5th floor.. I can accept whatever sickness maybe I'll have but Please don't let me have this disease.. because I want the good memories and the people that I loved will stay in my mind until the day comes that I have to leave this world...

and mostly I don't wanna feel I am alone on this world.. like no one cares for me anymore.. I hope our future children will gonna love us and take care of us when we get old, like the way we will gonna take care of them when they will born.

WoooOOT!! I passed!

I got my learner's license permit! weeeeh now i can practice to drive now! pat was teasing me while i was so happy he said "what have I done?" LOL I think he is really afraid for me to drive :( I'm afraid too but I need to, or else we can't improve our life if I don't drive, when i got the license I'm gonna apply for another part time job even 1 or 2 days a week it will help us a lot, and so we have something extra money and not just all in the bills.. I hope America have jeepney
lol (pat already have one!)

and tricycle


just like in Philippines so we don't have any worries of driving, to buy a car, to have license, to pay for a car insurance to pay for a gas and we can go anywhere else! ^___^v

Me Ulitimate Crush Eveeer!! XD

He really is just a cutieeeee!! by the way his name is Roy Qui, he is a Taiwanese actor.

We're having problem in our car right now.. =/ our light in front and back is not working, cause of the electrical problem, then yesterday evening pat got a flat tire =/ (can somebody give me a lighter? lol) My workmate asked me how can we get in our work, I said "were just trying not to be seen by the police" O_O because its been a week since our car light is broken, and were just using the turning lights =/
We want to buy a used car, but we don't have money to pay cash and we can't get any financing because Patrick's credit is not good, and then I don't have driver's license, In order to put my name in the title I need a driver's license and pat cant buy alone because as i said his credit is not good, So right now I'm trying not to sleep, reading this Florida hand book. so tomorrow i can try to take exam. and also I wanna try to get out in front of my computer once in awhile. xD but I know I'm in front of the computer right now writing this blog :P So tomorrow Patrick said he will gonna go to that affordable mechanic. I really hope they can fix it! because I don't wanna waste money to pay for ticket!!