I am working right now in assisted living, sometimes I am feeling afraid of being old just seeing the residence that cannot stand on their own, having lots of problems on their bodies.. wearing diapers..(Please not meeh!) some are going crazy.. some has Alzheimer's disease and needs to locked them up on the 5th floor.. I can accept whatever sickness maybe I'll have but Please don't let me have this disease.. because I want the good memories and the people that I loved will stay in my mind until the day comes that I have to leave this world...
and mostly I don't wanna feel I am alone on this world.. like no one cares for me anymore.. I hope our future children will gonna love us and take care of us when we get old, like the way we will gonna take care of them when they will born.
If I ever get to where I am in need of diapers or cannot remember you anymore, please shoot me.
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