I miss being a teenager..

I really wish I am always a teenager because you are always true to your self. and you can always make friends anytime, anywhere, You don't really feel the big responsibilities, when u hate someone, you can easily show it to her/him, when you grew up and living by yourself, you can't do that anymore. If you hate your boss or your workmate, you can't tell it to them because its a matter of your living. If you got a record of having a bad attitude in your work, you'll always carry it for the rest of your life, and the chance of your success will be really little, and you feel like you are a good robot that they designed. .

It's funny to say this because my teenager life was not really that fun..I was rebellious.. I got a lot of problem because of my parents. I feel like they never understood my feelings, they always said I'm always wrong, and if I did wrong I'll get hit.. they never support what I like, they're just always saying to me what they like me to do so when I was a teenager I really want to grow up right away so I could get away from them..

so if I'll have my teenager. I will always tell him/her to enjoy being a teenager and make a lot of good memories while they can be true to their self all the time.. and I wanna be a part of her good teenage memories not because I'm buying stuff for her but because I am one of her best friend. I'll support her on whatever things she wanna do. I'll give her a confidence that I don't have now.. (because my parents always let me down, and I never heard the "you can do it" phrase from them, instead, saying things that put me down.. or maybe they're just only challenging me.. but I don't want challenge.. I want support. but they are not like that anymore now tho.. but i still think it's too late..) I wrote this now. so I will always remember what to do when my child will become a teenager.